A LOT LIKE CHRISTMAS

Raspberry Squares

2012-01-29T15:12:00.001-07:00

I found this in my pile of recipes. Originally it came from a Family Fun "Our Readers' Best Bake Sale Recipes." I finally got around to trying them and they are awesome.

Crust:
1/4 cup butter
1/4 cup vegetable shortening
1 cup all-purpose flour
1 teaspoon baking powder
3/4 teaspoon salt
2 tablespoon milk

Topping:
3/4 cup raspberry jam
1 1/2 cups shredded coconut
1/2 cup sugar
1/4 cup all-purpose flour
1 egg
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 tablespoon melted butter

Preheat oven 350º.

In a medium-size bowl, use a pastry cutter to blend the butter, shortening, flour, baking powder and salt together until crumbly. Pour in the milk and mix until the dough holds together (it doesn't hold much, but can be pressed into the pan). Press the crust into an 8-inch greased pan.

Carefully spread raspberry jam on top of the crust. in a small bowl, combine the coconut, sugar, flour, egg, vanilla extract, and butter. Spoon it on top of the jam.

Bake for 30-40 minutes or until the topping is brown and the jam bubbles along the edges. Cool completely before cutting into squares.

Christmas Eve Wish

2011-12-24T21:22:00.006-07:00

I would like to wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I am grateful to a loving Heavenly Father, who gently placed his son on earth to accomplish his most beautiful, glorious plan.

Love, Christine (and the rest of the bunch)

Ally, Sammie, Benji, Kayla, Hyrum
(from bottom left around to the right)

Joy to the World!

Gratitude Challenge Day 19-20, Final

2011-11-20T20:02:00.001-07:00

Day 19: I am grateful for the LDS Young Woman's program. I will always be forever affected by the examples of the leaders from my youth, including my own mother. I'm grateful that now that the first of my three daughters will be "cared" for by valiant women.

Day 20: I am grateful for Sundays and being able to feast on the words of God and others' testimonies. I love the warmth and renewal I receive by going to church every week.

...I'm going away for the Thanksgiving and so I will end this Gratitude Challenge with:

I am grateful for life. Life that I've been given to live on this beautiful earth, to have freedom to worship how I like and accomplish good without fearing for the safety of my family. I'm grateful for life's trials that have stretched me and will continue to stretch me. I'm grateful for my life as a granddaughter, daughter, sister, wife, mother, and friend.

I love you all and hope you have a...

Happy Thanksgiving!

P.S. We attempted to take a family Christmas photo yesterday and by the end we were all freezing and just a bit crazy. Say "Cheese!"

Gratitude Challenge Day 17-18

2011-11-18T20:43:00.001-07:00

Day 17: I am grateful for family vacations--where some of the best memories are made. (The top of Ensign Peak, Salt Lake City, Utah.)

Day 18: I am grateful for the scouting program, the leaders and the experiences that prepare our young men for greater things. (This picture is from the last camp-out Ben went on with Benji up American Fork canyon. It just so happens that Benji and Ben are out camping right now.)

Gratitude Challenge Revised...Day 12-16

2011-11-16T19:45:00.001-07:00

As I've worked on writing things I'm grateful for, it has been a fun challenge, but I've realized that the task is exploding exponentially. Trying to write the amount of items corresponding to the number of the day is getting difficult. (Some of you got a good laugh at my Day 11-15 with all but Day 11 missing.) I must admit, the first 11 days took me on a fabulous journey.

Therefore, I hereby amend my original intention and will from now on write only one thing each day.

Day 12: I am grateful for electricity, natural gas, and auto fuel that light up the night, keep me at a comfortable temperature and allow me to travel to family far away.
Day 13: I am grateful for being able to sing my favorite holiday music.
Day 14: I am grateful for quiet places where I can sit and rejuvenate my soul (like the celestial room at the temple--this photo is the Salt Lake Temple).

Day 15: I am grateful for cultural arts--Shakespearean plays and Christmas concerts--to list just two.

Day 16: Simply...I am grateful for forgiveness.

Gratitude Challenge Day 11

2011-11-15T20:55:00.001-07:00

Day 11: I am grateful for...

1--Benji, he is an awesome big brother and an example of true discipleship (he wakes up on Sundays at 6:30 a.m. for meetings even when I'm still asleep).

2--Ally, she has an endearing smile and loves life.

3--Kayla, she is quick to act for good and keeps me on my toes.

4--Sammie, she has such a forgiving heart and cheers people up with her giggle.

5--Hyrum, he is a ball of energy and loves to explore anything in his path and still gives the best hugs.

6--their cousins (my nieces and nephews that are too many to list)--examples of missionary work, being well-educated, hard work...

7--my cousins and feeling bonded with extended family even if I don't know them well.

8--family reunions. The Packs do it at This is the Place Heritage Park. It's a blast!

9--family meals. There is nothing like good food and family put together.

10--dinner time at home. It is always nice to know that we are all in one place at least once a day.

11--chore time, when we all work together to tidy the house right after dinner. I can sleep easy knowing I don't have a mess to clean up in the morning.

Gratitude Challenge Day 10

2011-11-15T20:24:00.001-07:00

Day 10: 1--I am grateful for the scriptures--LDS standard works.

2--I am grateful for the lives of the ancient prophets and their examples.

3--I am grateful for Paul of the New Testament. I've been touched by his message. One particle of it reads:

Let no man despise thy youth; but be thou an example of the believers, in word, in conversation, in charity, in spirit, in faith, in purity.

4--I am grateful for a living prophet who gives us current counsel.

5--I am grateful for technology that allows us to hear his voice every six months and more.

6--I am grateful for my church calling and being able to work with some of the elect children of God.

7--I am grateful for the blessings that have come from paying tithing.

8--I am grateful for food storage.

9--I am grateful for the Word of Wisdom--the Lord's code of good health.

10--I am grateful to see when my children are soaking in the truth.

Gratitude Challenge Day 8-9

2011-11-07T22:51:00.003-07:00

Day 8: 1--I am grateful for life now... (Ally holding cousin Joshua)

2--...and forever... (my mom's been gone for almost one year)

3--...and temples that make eternity with our families possible.

4--I am grateful for family history work.
5--I am grateful I received an education in family history.
6--I am grateful for ancestors who bravely joined the Mormon church and immigrated to Utah.
(Benji during re-enactment of the handcart pioneer trek)

6--I am grateful for the experience I had re-enacting the pioneer trek as a youth. I gained a greater appreciation for the pioneers' trials. It also gave me confidence to know that I could do hard things.
7--I am grateful for Joseph Smith, Jr. for restoring the gospel to the earth so that we can can have joy in this life.
8--I am grateful for my faith in God that gets me through my own trials.

Day 9: 1--I am grateful for missionaries who preach the gospel to the world.

2--I am grateful for having served a full-time mission in the Czech Republic.
3--I am grateful for the many wonderful Czechs with whom I was able to associate.
4--I love Czech food, especially knedliky, tmavy chleb, svickova na smetane, and pernik.

5--I am grateful to have met my husband because of serving in the same mission.
6--I am grateful for the mission presidents and their wives that I served with--Pres. and Barbara Winder and Pres. and Sis. Bryson. They taught me how to motivate with love and what it takes to diligently serve.
7--I am grateful for the moments where the Holy Ghost could testify of the truthfulness of the gospel.
8--I am grateful (as Tyler--a newly returned missionary said) to have learned more from the people than I could have ever taught them.
9--I am grateful for, once again, knowing I could do hard things!

Gratitude Challenge Day 6-7

2011-11-07T22:49:00.000-07:00

Day 6: 1--I am grateful for memories, and even those re-lived. (Raincoats from our honeymoon.)

2--I am grateful for good teachers.

3--I am grateful for friends.

4--I am grateful for our LDS ward and all of those people who have shown by example their dedication to the gospel.

5--I am grateful for dedicated home and visiting teachers.
6--I am grateful for neighbors who keep an eye on us!

Day 7: 1--I am grateful for health.
2--I am grateful for hot showers. (Sorry, no picture here. ;0)
3--I am grateful for teeth.

4--I am grateful for the fun of playing tennis.
5--I am grateful for the sunsets that I can enjoy from my kitchen window.

6--I am grateful for gardens and...

7--...the bounteous harvest.

Gratitude Challenge Day 3-5

2011-11-07T22:13:00.001-07:00

Day 3: 1-- I am grateful to be married to a patient, loving man.

2--I am grateful for siblings, who are wise and generous.

3--I am grateful for in-laws, who received me as part of the family.

Day 4: 1--I am grateful for Grandma Robinson who showed by example that I should always count my blessings.

2--I am grateful for good books, especially ones that warm the soul.

3--I am grateful for music--what draws me the closest to God.

4--I am grateful for food...homemade everything (okay almost everything).

Day 5: 1--I am grateful for nature that invokes thoughts of gratitude for living on this beautiful earth.

2--I am grateful for a home.

3--I am grateful for a clean home. My kids do a great job helping get all of the chores done.

4--I am grateful for pillows. (Not my bed but sort of matches my night stand.)

5--I am grateful to live in a free land.

Gratitude Challenge Day 1-2

2011-11-02T22:28:00.001-06:00

I was challenged by our Activity Days group to write something I am grateful for everyday this month. Then I interjected that it might be fun to write the number of things to correspond with the number of the day. So here goes...

DAY 1: 1--I am grateful to know that I am a daughter of heavenly parents.

DAY 2: 1--I am grateful to be the earthly daughter of two amazing people.

Mom and Dad, June 2010

2--I am grateful to be the earthly mother of five awesome kids.

Visiting my nephew while on our summer 2011 cross-country "tour."

Reflection

2011-09-07T14:01:00.001-06:00

Today I watched this video on the life of one survivor of 9/11 and began to wonder... Do I cherish my family even when life is good? Am I grateful for my temporal blessings? Do I seek help that isn't found in the world when I need extra strength? Am I taking the time to dive into the scriptures for solace through daily trials? Do I thank my Heavenly Father for the privilege of being alive today?

I wonder...

Ohio or Bust (Part VI)

2011-08-14T22:53:00.000-06:00

The return trip home helped us grow an appreciation for our pioneer heritage.

First we stopped and experienced life in Nauvoo.

We caught the sunset at the edge of the Mississippi River where the saints left Nauvoo for the last time.

We walked the same streets many faithful pioneers walked.

"The door bell is ringing!"

The kids got to help make rope the Nauvoo way.

We did as much as we could muster strength and time for in Nauvoo. (Many missionaries said that you need a couple of days to really get the whole effect, but unfortunately we only planned a couple of hours.) Those few hours were worth it. Just being able to see the newly built Nauvoo Temple will be a treasured memory!

Our family standing where our first beloved Prophet Joseph Smith fell after being martyred.

(We just barely made it to Carthage in time to go on the last tour.)

Being pioneers is serious business...let me elaborate.

(Simple reenactment of handcart pioneers at W.Q.V.C.)

The previous night (prior to arriving at Winter Quarters Visitor's Center) we tried to camp just outside of Des Moine, Iowa. Setting up the tent proved uneventful. However, at around 3 a.m. the wind started to blow. (I have a hard time sleeping in tents anyway and I was the first one awake wishing the wind would stop blowing.) Within a few minutes the speed of the wind increased so that everyone in the tent was awake. The tent began to bend in half over the top of where I was sleeping and the worries kicked in. I asked Benji how bad it got in Wyoming before their tents started "flying" away (another story where tents detached themselves from the ground with people in them). He wasn't much help in putting my fears at ease. But Ben thought it best to stake down the tent some more. Through all of the talking and staking the wind speed was increasing. Kayla started screaming that she was going to die and took cover in the car. I wasn't feeling much better about the situation. After saying a prayer Ben and I decided we would pack up and go (sleeping really isn't an option when you feel like you'll be blown away in the wind). Ben ended up driving as far as he could and then we slept the rest of the night in the car. To say the least, tent camping gave us a true appreciation for a small portion of what the pioneers experienced--smeltering heat to high speed winds.

We made one last visit to the Moss Family's North Platte, Nebraska homes.

Here is the second one on Cedarberry Road.

Our goal was to make it home by Saturday noontime. But after the windy camping experience in Iowa we weren't in the mood to try it again. We managed with naps and a few pit stops to drive the rest of the trip home. I was almost in tears as I got into my own bed at 3:10 a.m. Saturday, August 13, 2011.

There is no place like home!

Ohio or Bust (Kings Island Detour)

2011-08-08T22:27:00.002-06:00

We couldn't pass up the chance to go to King's Island, so we decided to do an evening only. Our first ride was in the water rapids...

before...

...after

(little did we know that this was only the beginning, of getting wet, that is)

I had fun with the younger kids and caught some precious moments--Hyrum, especially as the flying ace!

Ally and the kids just couldn't keep their lips off of Snoopy.

The best part was Mom and Dad could "let down their hair" and be kids again!

P.S. It doesn't show, but we spent the last two hours of the night trying to dodge the pouring rain. Most of the rides were closed down, which led to some disappointment, but the memories will be forever embedded in our minds. Gene Kelly can't hold a candle to our version of "singing in the rain."

Hyrum is 4

2011-08-07T20:24:00.001-06:00

It seems I can't keep the clock from ticking. Hyrum turned a big four years old today. He got his wish come true--a CARS birthday! To sum up his first years here on earth? Professional Explorer. Like his daddy, there are always the questions--how does it work? what does it do? He can still be relied on for a warm hug daily, now known as monkey hugs (all four limbs around you at once). Happy Birthday, Hyrum!

Even on the go, we came up with some gifts that he loved (with the help of Aunt Nik--thanks).

To end the day we went on an excursion to the Cox Arboretum Metropark to take in God's perfect creations!

Ohio or Bust (Part V)

2011-08-07T19:55:00.002-06:00

Ohio with the Thomsons is more than just "home"...it's more like a dream vacation:

Theater room/Wii extraordinaire

(I intentionally left the red eyes since there is the danger they may exit as zoombie-children.)

Sprinkler parks close by

Perfect neighborhood walk and park

(Cousin Kenneth and Neal)

Minutes away from the United States Air Force Museum and Memorial Park

(Cousin Alison)

(Cousin Brent)

Indoor Spa facilities

and the best restaurant in town

(okay, so this picture is P.M. pizza, but they can make some awesome vittles)!

(Cousin Gregory)

Ohio or Bust (Part IV)

2011-08-04T05:30:00.000-06:00

Our last night before reaching our destination we broke down and paid for a motel so that we wouldn't have to sweat it out. (Although, Ben still did, since he got sick that night.) Can't beat the free breakfast either!

As you can see, multitasking is not a problem for me.

We decided to take advantage of one last excursion to break up the monotony of driving--Lincoln's New Salem Village--in Petersburg, Illinois. If you look close at Kayla's face, she's forcing a smile. We were all dripping wet with the intolerable heat and humidity. You also have to note that the building behind the girls was the most original building in the village and it was where Abraham Lincoln spent many hours reading by the cooper's fire, educating himself for great things to come.

Thanks for coming along with us on our journey!

We made it to Ohio without any major difficulties (just before 11 p.m. EST) and the cousins were excited to see us. They haven't had any problems entertaining each other since we arrived.

Ohio or Bust (Part III)

2011-08-03T20:14:00.001-06:00

Our first adventure on Monday afternoon was the Independence Visitor Center. (The Community Church of Christ's temple building is in the background.) Don't let our hair blowing in the wind fool you, we were frying hot!

William W. Phelp's printing press shop re-creation where we heard the story of the two youngs girls who saved some of the printed copies of the "Book of Commandments".

Sammie stirring up our grub in the mini-pioneer cabin.

"Hold on, Ally! This ride may get bumpy!" The kids had a great time moving west with this mini-wagon. To my surprise they even attempted to put the kid-size rocking chair in the back for the "journey." Hopefully it didn't get too worn during the move.

The kids were getting ready for a family picture in front of the Christus. One of the Sisters caught this precious moment.

Benji put up with "my people in every picture" quirk. "It's hot out here, Mom, take it quick!" This will be the new Kansas City, Missouri Temple.

The kids weren't so sure about the army of bugs that greeted us at Adam-ondi-Ahman. The noise from them "hurt our ears." The view was amazing! (Someday I'll have a camera that will capture it. Hint, hint honey.) We ended up spending the night in a motel, since sleeping in the heat and humidity wasn't very inticing after experiencing it in Kansas.

Ohio or Bust (Part II)

2011-08-03T14:23:00.000-06:00

We are in Kansas, Toto (okay so Toto is our friend the "lizard")... After traveling from Denver with not much to stop and see, just flat farmland, we picked the best place to sleep in Kansas (not realizing the temperatures and humidity might preclude a good night's sleep). We beat our record of setting up camp by 11:00 p.m. Thanks to Ben's pillow fan the kids fell asleep right away. Then in the morning we were able to cool off in Wilson's Lake.

Unfortunately, we did have to leave our newest pet frog behind.

Ohio or Bust (Part I)

2011-08-03T14:00:00.054-06:00

Yep! You heard right. Here we are going to Ohio. (I took these pictures so we could remember how happy we were before we got most of the trip behind us.)

We stopped for an extended Pack Family reunion where the kids quickly bonded with their cousins.

Here's Hyrum's portrait of Kayla in the community hall at the Gooseberry Administration Site (near Salina, Utah). Family was great, food was awesome, beds were hard.

We didn't even fill up the back with all the stuff we needed. Maybe that's because I limited everyone to one backpack for ALL of their stuff.

Here's Ghost Rock..."Dum-dum, I want gum-gum." (Night at the Museum I) Our first lunch stop on the trip.

Hyrum almost made it through his dinosaur book.

This hot pool was on recommendation from a local, however, only Ben could stand the 110 degree heat. Maybe we'll be back in the winter. Not!

Colorado's I-70 has a plethera of tunnels. The kids are trying to hold their breath from beginning to end.

After driving for two hours in what felt like circles, we found a camping spot around 11 p.m. Saturday night. Luckily by morning the memory of getting everyone to bed was waning.

We made a brief stop at the Denver Colorado Temple and fit in a meeting at a local church. We went back to the temple to eat our lunch and were told the church doesn't like rodents, so we moved just off the property to eat.

Here we are visiting my kids oldest, wisest cousin. Thanks, Travis, for the cold, filtered watered and good company!

My budding photographer took this picture of the sun setting on the Kansas horizon. Goodnight....zzzz!

Wowing the world

2011-03-18T21:50:00.000-06:00

I work with some amazing girls in Activity Days! Here's what they made to tell the world about the Word of Wisdom.

Valentine Tribute

2011-02-15T23:13:00.003-07:00

As I was going through my mom's things I found a note that I had written to my mom. And then, just today I found an identical note that I wrote to my dad. Both were composed on Valentine's Day two years ago. So, I thought it fitting to share them with you this week as my tribute to them.

Things I love about Mom (reflection from 2009):

1. She loves little children and doesn’t hesitate to show them.

2. She is my favorite baker.

3. She bakes/cooks my favorite meals.

4. She can always get me out of a jam.

5. We can cry through movies together.

6. She is a good listener.

7. She has a warm smile and infectious laugh.

8. She shares my love of Mexican food.

9. She hugs me when I need it the most.

10. She loves me for who I am.

My "portrait" in Mom's mirror while capturing her "life"

Her mug--child's gift

Her now empty chair that's still full of memories

Reading, one of her many loves

A beautiful bride
(her two daughter brides in the background)

Her shoes lined up with a convenient
pair of stockings....don't forget her slippers
in every color.

It was critical that Mom had everything ready for a quick exit

At rest

Unopened puzzle (another of Mom's loves) from Mom's house
put together in her remembrance (luckily it wasn't too tough with
all of the differing colors...thanks, Mom)

Temporary headstone and "last" act of kindness from her grandchildren

Things I love about you, Dad (reflection from 2009):

1. You are always a gentleman.

2. You make me laugh.

3. You are a great chef. I’ve never tasted anything I didn’t like.

4. I feel safe when you are driving.

5. You are a playful grandpa.

6. You always build me up.

7. You are my biggest fan (next to Mom, of course).

8. You keep going even through physical obstacles.

9. You can turn a crisis into an adventure.

10. I can always count on you.

Dad at the graveside paying his last respects to Mom

It's in God's creations that the greatest joys are found.

Thanks, Mom and Dad, for helping me find joy.

The Pack Place: Ice Fishing at Strawberry

2011-02-15T09:39:00.003-07:00

Ben posted this on his family's blog :

Benji and I (Ben) went ice fishing this weekend. Most memorable is the sunburn.[Benji's face was swollen--last picture--from the sunburn; he could barely see for two days straight.]

I'll Miss You! Love, Me

2011-01-24T12:16:00.000-07:00

I'll miss your laugh! (Summer 2008)

I'll miss your friendship! (Shakespeare trip Aug. 2009)

I'll miss my number one fan! (December 2009)

Until we meet again...

Gifts One to Another

2010-12-27T23:05:00.000-07:00

(I must preface this one by introducing you to Cookie. She's Kayla's new pet. Our only pet! She's soft and adorable until she kicks to get you to let go and then the scratching is somewhat painful.)

After the excitement of Santa wore off, I discovered my favorite part is when we all trade gifts as a family. (The gifts can be purchased for under $5, homemade, or hand-me-downs, and small or not so small; so we get all kinds of reactions.) I'll let the pictures do the rest of the talking! Have a fabulous New Year if we don't see you before then!

Happy Holidays from the Packs

2010-12-23T22:47:00.000-07:00

If you are reading this, it is probably because I gave you the link on the back of our Christmas cards or added it to an email I sent to you. In any case....WELCOME!!! This is us.

Self-posed portrait of the nice variety

Self-posed portrait of the crazy variety

Hyrum (3, showing off his preschool art)

and Sammie (6, super excited about her new Webkinz)

Kayla (9, wishing this "pet" was real)

Ally (11, self portrait--she's a budding photographer)

Benji (~13, yep! the bass IS much larger than him)

Chris and Ben (before the MoTab/Archuleta Concert)

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL

Back row: Ben, Chris, Ally
Front row: Kayla, Hyrum, Benji, Sammie

and to all a goodnight...zzzzzzzzzzzzz!

A Light Unto All: A Christmas Gift

2010-12-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

I wanted to share with you this wonderful "living" Christmas card.

Popcorn and the Prophet

2010-12-05T22:11:00.000-07:00

You are probably wondering what these two things have in common. Well, today as I contemplated sitting together as a family for the First Presidency's Christmas Devotional (The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints) the memories came flooding back of complaining or disruptive children as we've tried listening to the same fireside in years past. Then I thought, hey, we could start a new Christmas tradition! Why don't we string popcorn for our "Mr. Krueger's" tree while we listen.

I quickly popped four batches of popcorn in my WhirleyPop and we got down to business! "Did it work?" you ask. Yes, it did! We all got to listen to the messages without a single complaint. (Oh, and I must let you in on a discovery...my six-year-old [in pink] was the most dedicated to the project.)

All of us stringing popcorn

Benji and Ally getting into the festivities

Here is our finished Mr. Krueger's tree

(The candy canes have to be out of Hyrum's reach.)

I couldn't end this entry without telling you about our tree. For several years now we have cut down a tree from our backyard "tree farm" (that was planted from seedlings by the previous owners). This year's tree is sparse in quite a few places (note the popcorn swags). I didn't feel like whipping out all the usual ornaments with no place to put them. Over the next few days I contemplated what to do. Our good friend walked into our home not long after and noted how simple and quaint our tree looked with only one strand of lights (we could only find one strand working). "It's the 'in' thing this year," she explained. Well, okay, if you say so, I thought. Without much further ado, we left it with one strand of lights and, just today, put our few candy canes and strands of popcorn on it.

It reminded me of Mr. Krueger's tree in it's simple splendor. I believe that it will also be a poignant reminder of our new priorities this year--make it meaningful, make it about family, make it about the Savior and finding room for Him in our hearts.

As the First Presidency so eloquently expressed, Christmas isn't about the material things or even the decorations, lights and parties. It's about our Savior and His eternal gift. It's about showing others His love.

I'm thankful for...

2010-11-18T14:18:00.001-07:00

my health and my family's health,
my testimony of the gospel of Jesus Christ,
the bounties of life,
warmth and comfort on especially cold days in Utah,
homemade baked goodies,

the rainbow of colors I see that abound on this earth--red, yellow, blue, orange, purple, green,
friends and family,
the peace I feel while sitting in the temple and the assurance of living forever with my family,
a husband who is patient and kind,
children who light up my life,
a Savior who lifts me when I feel I can't get back up,
living prophets and apostles who see "things as they really are (Jacob 4:13),"
good people all over this world who move the cause of values and moral standards,
miracles,
generous hands that have thought about and helped us during our economic struggles,
SMILES,
parents who taught me correct principles and how to find happiness,
siblings (including in-laws) who bear with my weaknesses and love me despite them,
the seasons,
the lessons I've learned through out my life and lessons other people have taught me,
being a mother five of God's children,
life!

Misty California

2010-11-14T10:08:00.001-07:00

I still can't believe that I went on my own personal get-away. It was the farthest thing from my mind, seeing that I have never been away by myself (for that long) since I went to Girl's Camp my first summer married. It was also not exactly the best timing as we are unemployed and money has been tight. Then things just started falling into place. I was able to secure a cheap-next-day-deal flight (at 11 p.m.) and I was on my way by 4:30 a.m.

Deprived of sleep, crazy nerves and having eaten a not so healthy dinner the day before, I spent the entire ride to the airport feeling like my insides were trying to weasel their way to the outside of my body. Luckily it subsided before I had to get on the airplane.

As we flew over the coast, the mountains were covered in blankets of clouds. Little did I know that I wouldn't see the sun for most of my stay. Fortunately, the company (Dawn and, don't forget, the "zoo") and fun outweighed the dreary conditions. Take a look!

Commuter flights rule, because you don't have to deal with the crowd.

Eating with part of the "zoo"!

Gotta love the LDS chapels that fit right into the landscape.

Nothing like sand and salt water between your toes!

Dawn and I

Dawn strolling the beach

Are we having fun yet?

Palm trees are amazing (Can you see Dawn posing at the bottom?)

Is this a palm bush?

I guess you've gotten the hint that food is a must!

Oh, pioneer

Mormon Battalion Visitor Center

Dawn, I thought I warned you....

The beautiful San Diego Temple

What's a trip to San Diego without some Mexican food? Yummy!

The last of the tranquility :)

Until next time!

Enter if you dare...

2010-11-05T22:50:00.000-06:00

...but beware...

...there's a cute little pig wandering...

(It all began with the ward Halloween party.)

...and a dog-loving dragon lurking about...

(Preschool Buddies hugging after the grade school's parade)

...What is that? a "Costume," I see...

(Adobe's Halloween tradition with live entertainment while you wait)

...oh, and a very scary looking monster bee...

...Peter Pan will save the day with the poofy-pink magic flower...

...who's been trapped? they don't look like mice...

(the Adobe employees really go all out, like this automated "mouse trap")

...whew, I was worried the wicked witch of the west would be slightly larger...

(Pack family Halloween party)

...and vampires blood is really red marker?...

(lastly, getting ready for our not-so-spooky haunted house)

...bet you didn't know that eyeballs are really green...

(Spooky vittles)

...and you'll probably agree that Ben is the scariest monster you've ever seen...

(Haunted garage man)

...okay, I guess it's not so much in the tricks to scare you but in the treats.

One month late, but Kayla, You're Great!

2010-11-05T21:38:00.001-06:00

It's been over a month since Kayla's birthday. (I'm in blog-backlog mode.) She turned NINE back in September. And well, never fear, Kayla is here!

Kayla is very photogenic--her smile captivates. She is enjoying her 3rd grade year and especially likes to help her class reach their goals, like good behavior for a movie party and doing her best on her writing to earn the "Chefs of Good Writing" activity. Kayla and I enjoy reading books out loud to one another. We just finished Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of Nimh. She likes to play tennis, tumble, and play with her friends.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KAYLA!

Kayla wanted a Rainbow cake--lemon drops for the gold, Laffy Taffy® strands for the rainbow and white yogurt-covered pretzels for the clouds.

Kayla invited the Linford family over for the festivities.

Becca her friend made her this cute package. So fun when friends make things with love!

Ally's One Year Older

2010-10-21T21:20:00.002-06:00

[It's been a while since her birthday, but due to an "after-school-starts-party" wish, I'm just getting to it.]

Ally is growing into a beautiful young woman. (I think I'm getting to the point in life where the ages of my kids are starting to effect me.) Ally has been blessed with many talents, like her giving nature and ability to make others feel loved. She enjoys her accelerated learning class in school, because it challenges her just enough. She doesn't consider herself smart, but a veracious reader/learner. She tackles every project with determination to do her very best and loves to add a twist of creativity. We are lucky to have her around.

Happy Birthday, Ally!

We celebrated her real birthday at a community water party. But, we couldn't forgo the treat, so we cut her birthday pie at 10:30 p.m. Her eyes were barely open. ;)

Here's her wish come true (to have a party after school had started)!
All of her classmate friends came for the grand affair.

I'm a lucky mom in that my kids put up with whatever creative juices hit me at the moment,

like this fruit leather creation.

A is for adorable,

L is for lovely

and (L) likable,

Y is for alwaYs true!

KSL.com

2010-10-04T21:47:00.001-06:00

LDS group celebrates special anniversary for Czech mission

Czech Anniversary

2010-10-04T20:36:00.006-06:00

(Here is just a minute portion of missionaries who served under President Winder.)

The Czech Republic found a place in my heart 17 years ago, when I served there as a missionary for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Last weekend we celebrated 20 years since the country has been opened to missionary work. It's history goes back even farther before communism and has some amazing history to go with it.

I arrived in the Czech Republic in April of 1993. I served for a few months under the direction of President Richard Winder. He and his wife, Barbara Winder, were true examples of faith and good works. Still today, you can sense their own deep affection for the people of the Czech and Slovak people.

It wasn't difficult to love the people and I had some wonderful experiences working among them. I also grew to love the Czech food. I am fortunate to have a close Czech friend who helps satisfy my addiction of their food. (She even helped me make this cake. Okay, so I helped her make this poppyseed cake for the reunion.)

Here's a Czech recipe (in case you were begging to try something Czech after reading my blog) I tried this recipe this summer. It came out successfully (*note: Czech desserts are not sweet) and can be used with just about any fruit:

Fruit Kolache

1 cup sugar

2 eggs

1/2 cup vegetable oil

1 cup milk

2 teaspoons cocoa powder (for color)

2 1/2 cups white flour

2 teaspoons baking powder

pinch of salt

Mix all ingredients together to form a dough and spread into a greased 9X13 pan. Randomly place choice of fruit on top and sprinkle (optional) with cinnamon sugar.

Bake at 350 for 35 to 45 minutes.

Ode to Twix

2010-09-30T14:17:00.004-06:00

Twix, our first furry pet friend, has said goodbye to the Pack family and is moving on to "greener pastures"--or, as the kids put it, is getting married.

Ally got him for Christmas last year and even though he wasn't super snuggly she enjoyed many hours of fun with him.

Daddy and Ally made him a rockin' cage for his indoor days (unfortunately, I can't find a picture of it). Believe it or not he lived most of the summer outside on his own. We started out with a cage around him, but he would invariably escape.

Then we noticed he wouldn't ever wander from home. I guess the accessibility to food was just too big a temptation to stay close by.

Goodbye Twix, hello rabbit? Huh? Okay so the kids have been begging me for a rabbit. I'm not so sure...I hear they make a great stew though. (Hee, hee!)

Caps on Kids

2010-09-24T14:24:00.005-06:00

I taught "Mom's pre-School" for the second time today. It makes me smile to watch the kids light up when they enjoy a particular song, story or activity. As moms we miss the interaction with our kids when they are going to school elsewhere. I'm not saying that it goes without its challenges, but the positives far outweigh the negatives.

Hyrum (on the left) and his "classmate" during storytime

(We read the book Caps for Sale by Esphyr Slobodkina.

You'll have to read it to understand why they're balancing hats on their heads.)

"Caps! Caps for sale! Fifty cents a cap!"

Family...It's about time!

2010-08-23T09:36:00.004-06:00

We spent an amazing day at This is the Place Heritage Park for the John Pack Family Reunion. His descendants must be in the thousands and we met just over 100 Saturday. This is the Place is turning into an incredible pioneer, early settler, and even Native American experience. Our kids thought boredom would overtake them at first, but once they saw the fun they could have, they soon forgot their woes.

Panning for gold (you can even trade in your "dust" for a sweet treat)

Horsey ride

Mini-train ride around the mini-reservoir

Oh, and by the way, Ben was named as the newest President to the John Pack Family Association.

Microwave Mustard Cauliflower

2010-08-09T20:44:00.007-06:00

1/2 med. head cauliflower

Place cauliflower in greased 1/2-quart glass casserole with 1 tablespoon water. Microwave, covered on High for 4 to 5 minutes or until tender; drain.

Combine and mix well:

1/4 cup mayonnaise

salt and pepper to taste

1/2 tsp. onion, finely chopped

1/2 tsp. mustard

1/2 tsp. lemon juice

Pour over cauliflower and top with 1/4 cup shredded Cheddar cheese.

Microwave for an additional minute or until cheese has melted. Let stand before serving.

I've been amazed at how much my children gobble this dish up. Cauliflower isn't usually the favorite around here, but when I fix this recipe it is a hit with everyone. Oh, and the best part is its easiness. It can doubled for bigger crowds too.

He's not little anymore

2010-08-07T13:14:00.008-06:00

Hyrum turns three today!

He made one of his first attempts at holding up three fingers . (We celebrated earlier this week with Grandparents Moss and Pack, and our good friends the Johnsons.)

He even got breakfast in bed. It was a little nerve racking for the mother, but Hyrum thought he'd died and gone to heaven!

As you can see he was the life of the party and was so excited about all the thoughtful gifts he received.

Thanks to the kids, especially Ally, we also had a first-class fishing pond.

His fish cake was a hit too. (Apricot Cake with Lemon Frosting...have I told you lately how much a LOVE being able to find amazing recipes on the internet?)

Although it is a bittersweet moment to watch your youngest getting so big, it has been a blast to watch him grow. When you need your heart to smile just ask Hyrum for a hug.

Rachel Ray Recipes

2010-08-02T14:30:00.007-06:00

Ally thinks it is a must that I share her especially favorite recipe with you from Rachel Ray's 365: No Repeats.

SCRAMBLEWICHES

Ingredients:
1 Baguette (day-old is fine)
2 tbs unsalted butter
1/2 lb. deli-sliced ham, smoked turkey, pastrami, or corned beef
8 large eggs
A splash of milk
1 tsp hot sauce
Salt and freshly ground black pepper
4 deli slices of Swiss cheese (halved lengthwise to fit bread), or 8 slices of Cheddar (2 squares per bread), or 6 slices of Provolone cheese (1 1/2 slices per bread, cut to fit)
Chopped fresh chives or flat-leaf parsley, to garnish (optional)

Directions:

Preheat the oven to 200 degrees Farenheit.

Crisp the bread in the low oven, split it lengthwise, and hollow it out. Cut each bread in half again, across, making 4 boats. Switch the broiler on.

Heat large non-stick skillet over medium heat. Add butter and melt. Add the meat and cook, separating the pieces, for 3 minutes, or until brown at the edges. In a bowl, beat the eggs with the milk, hot sauce, salt, and pepper. Add to the meat and scramble, keeping the eggs a little soft. They will continue to cook in the oven.

Divide the eggs among the bread and cover with the cheese. Melt the cheese under the broiler. Take out as soon as cheese softens and melts. Do not brown or allow cheese to bubble. Garnish and serve.

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My other favorite from the same cookbook is:

MAC-n-CHEDDAR CHEESE with CHICKEN and BROCCOLI (It has a wonderful "kick"! It's a great recipe to try if you are sick of the boxed kind! I'd hold back a little on the spice if your kids aren't used to tasty meals. )

I AM A MOTHER

2010-08-01T21:38:00.001-06:00

Motherhood:-An-Eternal-Partnership

(click this link)

I needed this today and probably everyday (especially when everybody is whining and vying for my attention). But I know despite all of my faults and the daily challenges, that it is a blessing to be a mother.

Reflection

2010-07-23T06:06:00.002-06:00

Just thought I'd share...

I was thinking about what today signifies...one year without a job.

One year of change for my husband and I.

One year of family funs, mostly free.

One year of anxiousness, wondering where life will lead.

One year added to the age of each child.

Hyrum's almost potty trained. (I'm "losing" my baby.)

Benji is going into Junior High.

One year's growth on our newly planted trees. (Yay! Our yard is finished.)

One year of ups and downs--high hopes and dashed dreams.

One year learning how to be on the receiving end of service.

One year feeling blessed...

Banana Bread from Cleo Smith

2010-07-18T16:44:00.006-06:00

[This recipe was acquired from my mom's friend from American Fork, where she grew up.]

Makes 2 loaves.

Grease and flour TWO 9x5x3 bread pans (may use whatever combination of pans you prefer).

Mash in a medium bowl:

5 large bananas

In mixer, cream together:

1 c. shortening

2 c. sugar

Add bananas

and

4 beaten eggs to mixer and combine.

Sift:

4 c. flour

2 tsp. baking soda

1-2 tsp. salt

Stir into banana mixture.

(Optional: 1 c. walnuts may be added now.)

Do not over mix.

Pour into greased, floured bread pans. (Fill each pan 1/2 to 2/3 full.)

Bake at 325 for approximately 50 min. or until poker comes out clean.*

*Hint: If poker is almost clean and crust is getting too dark, I take them out of the oven and cover them with a clean towel to allow residual heat to finish baking.

Wee Bit of Scottish in Us

2010-07-14T21:55:00.007-06:00

(I'm repenting! After talking to some of my friends, I've decided to no longer neglect my blog. Facebook keeps me in the loop with a lot of people, but I'm unable to really say everything that's in my little brain. Oh, and more importantly, share pictures of our families' events.)

This past weekend we went to one of the local Scottish Festivals. We preferred the "no-cost" aspect of Payson's Scottish Festival over Thanksgiving Point's version. Anyway, we loaded up the family and our Scottish expert--better known as Alison (my lovely mother-in-law)--and traversed I-15 to Payson. We made it in good time but were a little too late to see the bagpipe band extraordinaire. Luckily, we got a bit of it at the end.

We found the Highland Games intriguing. Though there wasn't much fast-paced action involved, the kids still seemed caught up in the activities--ball and chain throw (not pictured), dumbbell throw, and "hay" toss.

The best part was to see very robust men wearing kilts. (I guess that's why Ben is so hip on buying one for himself?)

I come from the Clan McAlister (MacAlisdair) and Ben's line from Clan Lamont (or Crawford--just discovered). They were not represented that day, but Roger and Melissa were successful in finding Melissa's Scottish Clan Matheson.

Oh, and we got to see Highland dancing. Grandma says she used to dance over swords too.

[What's an outdoor activity without a little bug sitting on your shoulder. Sammie is covering up the lady bug with her hand, but I thought it was a sweet shot of her face.]

Cupcakes for Carrie

2010-05-19T11:38:00.006-06:00

I thought it was about time that I blogged something. Well, the freshest experience that comes to mind happened just this past weekend. I was throwing a baby shower for my sister-in-law. I had decided to attempt to make gourmet cupcakes for the special event. (I've seen all of these new dessert shops pop up with these kinds of cupcakes, was tempted to eat them, but never wanted to pay gourmet prices.) I was up for the challenge...I bought all of the ingredients including 1 lb bitter-sweet chocolate, 1/2 lb white chocolate, limes, buttermilk, and heavy cream. I was ready to go!

Quickly I learned that the cupcake making process is similar for pretty much any cupcake. (Is this true for homemade cake as well? Not sure.) Cream butter and sugar, incorporate eggs, alternate dry and wet ingredients and walla! When the first batch came out I was very hopeful, based on the look of the cupcakes. After taste testing the first cupcake it turned from hope to guaranteed success...mmmm...good. Three hours later. The end result? Strawberry (with real strawberry pieces), coconut lime, and devil's food chocolate. (I picked these three to represent the baby room color scheme: pink, brown, and green.) The first step in the process was complete with no major casualties, whew!

The next day I planned just enough time to make the frostings/toppings. I started with the white chocolate cream for the coconut lime cupcakes. Yummy! Then I pursued the strawberry fluff (don't pay to how much butter). I ended with the chocolate ganache and didn't realize it need so long to cool, so it was more like chocolate "drip."

Once I tallied the votes on likes and dislikes (if there were any), I'd have to say it was an overwhelming success--delicious gourmet cupcakes without the gourmet price. (Thanks, Carrie for giving me a good excuse.) Oh, and I have to tell you. I got a call the next evening from my neighbor (with whom I'd been generous and shared some chocolate cupcakes) who said that it was the best cupcake he had ever eaten. I replied with a giggle and a "yeah right" and a "thanks!" "No really," he said, "I stood in line at a dessert shop in NYC that supposedly had the best desserts in town and I'd have to say this beats all." Well, to say the least, I went to bed feeling content with a job well done. Now, don't get me wrong! I can only pat myself on the back because of the great recipes I used. So a big thanks to Martha Stewart and Nie's Cuisine (or Kate, whoever you are). If I can do it, you can too!

Primary Chorister Idea

2010-01-26T12:23:00.012-07:00

I just got released as Primary Chorister in our LDS ward. I couldn't go without posting one of my favorite object lessons. We were learning a song "My Eternal Family" and it talks about building a righteous family by doing our part. On one side of my "Mega-building-Blox" I taped key phrases of the song. On the opposite side I taped a puzzle of our family photo.

When the children were done learning the phrases I turned it around to reveal MY eternal family!

Another memorable moment was making cinnamon rolls to feed the Primary children. I "bribed" each class in the older Primary...if they learned all of the 13 Articles of Faith I would make a baker's dozen of cinnamon rolls per class. I ended up making 75+ rolls (3 batches, 24 rolls each)--plain cinnamon, cinnamon craisin, and orange. Mmmm...mmmm...good! Luckily they were in the sharing mood and we were able to feed the entire Primary.

I love my mom's heavenly recipe:

Basic Roll Dough

(Cinnamon Rolls)

Combine:

1 1/4 cups water, warm

1/4 cups dry milk

(may substitute 3/4 canned milk and

3/4 warm water for above mixture)

Add:

1/4 cups sugar

1/4 c margarine, softened

1 teaspoon salt

2 eggs

Add 2 cups flour and

Mix to form batter

Incorporate 1 1/2 tablespoons SAF dry yeast

(if you must activate your yeast, add that mixture now)

Add remaining flour: 1 1/2 cups or more

(depending on the size of eggs)

Stir until dough begins to follow the spoon or beater around.

Let rise twice, beating down each time.

Form into rolls and place on cookie sheet.

Let rise 30 minutes or until double in size.

Bake at 350 for 12 minutes or until golden brown.

Cinnamon rolls: Roll dough out to 1/2" thick. Spread on

1/4 c melted margarine and cover in brown sugar. Sprinkle with cinnamon

and raisins. Roll up into a log and cut into desired width.

(Tip: use dental floss to cut rolls by slipping under log, crossing over top and pulling).

Bake at 350 for 12 minutes or until golden brown.

Frost while warm with a medium thick frosting:

1/4 cup butter, 1 tsp vanilla, 2-3 cups powdered sugar,

canned milk for desired consistency (may substitute sour cream in a pinch).

Orange rolls: Roll dough out to 1/2 inch think, brush on mixture of 1/2 c

sugar, 1/2 c margarine and

2 grated orange rinds. Roll into a log and cut.

Bake at 400 for 12 minutes or until golden brown.

Glaze while warm with a thin frosting: 1/4 cup butter, 2+ cups powdered sugar,

orange juice for desired consistency (may substitute sour cream in a pinch).

Twelve, almost teen

2010-01-26T11:54:00.000-07:00

I can't believe I'm even writing this blog. It sounds so old to say that my son just turned twelve (not as old as some my age who are saying their kids just turned 18). Benji is moving from boy...to young man.

Just in this month he has been winter camping, passed the sacrament and given a lesson in his Deacon's quorum. Oh, what fun it is to be 12.

I must mention too, that he had a grand time celebrating his birthday with...

breakfast in bed (a new family tradition regardless of when they have a party)...

...and a party with his favorite neighbor friend and family. (*Note Sammie not wanting her picture taken.)

If you can't tell there is one and two candles to represent "1" and "2" respectively. He finally got some Nerf guns, though probably not big enough for his liking.

See those beautiful shoes? Well, a few days later, I asked him if he liked his new shoes. He said, "Mom, only the kids who want to be cool, but aren't cool wear shoes like that." Oh boy, I think I'm in for it. Since when did he have a taste for clothing/shoes? Is this the point when you start giving gift cards?

Well, despite the latest "teen" developments, he is an amazing kid! Love you, Benji!

"Feel Good" Movies and Quiet Restaurants

2010-01-16T23:34:00.001-07:00

For some reason in the last little while I've been a "feel-good" movie person. Maybe it's the state of life that I'm in right now...confused and impatient. I think since my husband hasn't been employed I've tried to make up for it by raising the quota of my everyday activities. I need to do this...I should do that...and don't forget this...ugh... Sure life changed to include him more, but the most dramatic change was my expectations of life. I guess that's why the slower movies appeal to me more right now.

Last Friday, I went with my mom to see Blindside. I also watched Forever Strong again (similar premise) and enjoyed it even more the second time. Let's see...there's Saving Sarah Cain, It's a Wonderful Life, and Fireproof. (Half of them aren't even "Hollywood", but a good movie for me doesn't always have to be approved by movie critics.) I'm glad movie makers haven't drifted away from pleasing the sensitive types. I just need a movie, a bowl of popcorn and a box of Kleenex...sniff...sniff. (Don't get me wrong I like exciting ones too, like UP and The Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer.)

Oh, and then today, I was eating out at Five Guys Burgers and Fries (brother's treat) and remembered that noisy restaurants don't appeal as much to me either. Give me a nice, quiet restaurant where I don't feel like I have to speak loudly in order to be heard by my spouse. I get enough noise and loud speaking at home. If I'm going to eat out I want it to be a peaceful experience.

Here are my favorite couple of lines from Blindside:
Mrs. Tuohy's rather snobbish friend comments: "I think that what you are doing by opening up your home to him, why you're changing that boy's life."
And Mrs. Tuohy thoughtfully replies: "No, he's changed mine."

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

2009-12-24T11:07:00.019-07:00

Benji (almost 12) has enjoyed scouting this year with his dad as scout leader. He is full swing into "preparing" for junior high school--at least that's what his sixth grade teacher calls it. He also became the designated Pack family babysitter. Hmmm...are these really perks to growing up?

Ally (10) hasn't relinquished her place as Miss Creative. She has also officially "caught up" to Benji in school by joining the 5th and 6th grade combination class. Hyrum is the apple of her eye especially when he gives her all of the hugs and kisses that she requests.

Kayla (8) celebrated her eighth birthday by being baptized. Her sparkling smile after coming out of the water gave us all a glimpse into her heart. She also proved that she can do just about anything without much effort--gymnastics, tennis, math, reading.

Sammie (5) officially joined the throngs of big kids. She loves going to kindergarten. She also enjoys a regular diet of drawing, coloring and painting. (We are accepting paper donations.)

Hyrum (2) has a very curious, helpful nature. He helps us by pouring his own cereal and milk (even if it goes all over the table). He has redecorated the tree by eating all of the candy canes within reach. He appointed himself our family photographer. He's particularly good at feet and eyes. In short, he makes us all smile!

(House painters)

(Hikers)

Chris (middle-age) has enjoyed having Ben around more the past five months and appreciates his completing some of his year-long projects (the yard is now complete and at least the outside of the house is painted). She has enjoyed serving as primary chorister--her dream calling. Crocheting is her new-found hobby. Could this be a sign of aging?

Ben was laid-off in July and is still trying to determine which way life will take him next. He has enjoyed doing things for his wife (waking up with the kids, projects, cooking), finishing his own projects and being able to 'take' the holidays off.
The trials of life continue to refine and the Lord continues to bless. Love to you all,

The Packs

Superb Days

2009-11-27T23:09:00.003-07:00

We have had three superb days in a row thanks to my husband. He sat our family down on Wednesday morning and together we decided what could go into a superb day--playing games or sports, visiting friends or family, watching movies, reading books, limited computer time, good morning devotional, learning something new, walking, service, prayers, baking/making goodies, dates, good food, projects (humanitarian, craft, home), puzzles, limited tv time, etc.

Then we all voted on what should be on the top of the list--prayers, scripture study (personal and family on both), fabulous food and sweets (a definite must), limited computer and tv time (20 min. for games or work on the computer and only 1 movie per day), and reading good books.

Once the shoulds were complete then we chose one fun activity we could do together as a family. Otherwise it was free time to do the "Bs"--second priorities.

So now you know the secret ingredients for having a SUPERB DAY!

We also worked on being respectful of ourselves (don't get down on yourself which, in turn, may reflect badly on others), being respectful of others (don't say or do anything that would harm another), and being respectful of property (don't damage or misuse your own or another's property). I realized after requesting this of my children that Ben and I play a major role in accomplishing this goal. Some of you would probably say "no kidding", but it takes me a little longer.

As parents we are not exempt from having to show respect to our children. Discipline can still be accomplished with respect. It will also be much more affective if our children know that we will love them even through the bad times. It's during those bad times that they need us the most.

I am THANKFUL for my health, for having enough and even plenty, for friends, for family, and for a patient Heavenly Father.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

This picture of me and my littlest just about sums up my life!

Breakfast--the Best Meal of the Day

2009-11-03T15:44:00.001-07:00

My mom would tell you that breakfast was my favorite meal of the day. It's still true! Now that I have my own family I can't help but serve it any time of day. I should call it CHOP--Christine's House of Pancakes!

Here are a couple of recipes I love:

LIGHT 'N CRISP BELGIAN WAFFLES

(came with my parents belgian waffle iron; I'm not sure of the brand)

Mix: 1 egg and 1 cup milk

Combine, add: 1 cup flour, 1 1/2 tsp baking powder, and 1/4 tsp salt

Lastly, mix in: 1/4 cup oil (if doubling the recipe use only 1/3 cup oil)

Beat until smooth. Pour in waffle maker until appliance indicates it is done.

This next recipe I found after I was craving some "brain" food. I add 1/4 cup freshly ground flax seed as well.

Whole Wheat, Oatmeal, and Banana Pancakes

It is probably very obvious that this is by no means comprehensive, I'm sure there will be many more breakfast delights to come!

Countdown to Christmas Already?

2009-11-02T09:57:00.001-07:00

Well, no, not exactly. But here's a great way to get rid of the Halloween candy that comes home with the kids--Countdown to Christmas Chains!

I tell the kids to pick all the candy they want to put in the chains (1-3 candies per day). We place the candies down the middle and a couple of inches apart on a very long piece of saran wrap. Hint: Pick the biggest and best for Christmas day.

Get lots of helpers and fold one side of the wrap onto the candy and then the other side.

Twist between each "day" and staple (for a better hold). Place in the freezer to keep candy fresh until Dec. 1st. Pull it out and decorate with ribbons (helps distinguish who's whose). Makes a great garland for the family Christmas tree.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

Look if you dare!

2009-10-30T14:31:00.003-06:00

THE PACK FAMILY WISHES YOU

A HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!

(Ally, Hyrum, Sammie)

(Benji, Kayla)

(Hyrum)

Pumpkin Cookies courtesy of George Duran (Food Network)

2009-09-06T10:07:00.005-06:00

My latest decision has been to post recipes that I fall in love with. My paper recipe book, where I'm supposed to organize new recipes, has been failing so I'm trying the technology way.

I've tried multiple pumpkin cookie recipes and finally found one that isn't too caky or bland. They were easy to make and when it came time to eat them, well, my family just couldn't keep their hands out of the bag. Hope you enjoy them too!

Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Cookies
Recipe courtesy: George Duran
Cook Time:  15 min
Level : Easy
Yield:  60 cookies

Ingredients:
1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened
1 cup white sugar
1 cup light brown sugar
2 large eggs
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 cup canned pumpkin puree [I used cooked, drained, blended fresh pumpkin!]
3 cups all-purpose flour
2 teaspoons baking soda
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
1/4 teaspoon ground cloves
2 cups (12-ounce bag) milk chocolate chips, not semisweet
Nonstick cooking spray or parchment paper

Directions:

Heat the oven to 350 degrees F. Spray cookie sheets with nonstick spray or line them with parchment paper.
Using a mixer, beat the butter until smooth. Beat in the white and brown sugars, a little at a time, until the mixture is light and fluffy. Beat in the eggs 1 at a time, then mix in the vanilla and pumpkin puree. In a large bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda, salt, cinnamon, ginger, nutmeg, and cloves. Slowly beat the flour mixture into the batter in thirds. Stir in the chips. Scoop the cookie dough by heaping tablespoons onto the prepared cookie sheets and bake for 15 to 20 minutes, or until the cookies are browned around the edges. Remove the cookie sheets from the oven and let them rest for 2 minutes. Take the cookies off with a spatula and cool them on wire racks.

The Pack Family, July 2009

(my attempt to fit every cookie eating family member into the picture)

Oh, and if you need a NEW idea for store-bought cakes, check out NothingBundtCakes.com.

It was good looking, very moist, and delicious!

Here is Neal with his Nothing Bundt Cake.

These people can sing a song

2009-09-02T15:10:00.002-06:00

THE VOCA PEOPLE--my kids love them!

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2009-08-26T21:44:00.002-06:00

I finally found a recipe for a similar cucumber salad I remember eating in the Czech Republic. I minus the garlic (but if you want to try the Hungarian version go ahead). You can also use a small amount of dill seed which accomplishes the right flavor, if you don't have fresh dill. I found this recipe at thehungariangirl.com:

Cucumber Salad

Also known as uborka salata in Hungarian, this salad is a common side dish that can be served with a bowl of goulash or a plate of chicken paprikas. It has a very light and refreshing taste. I always love to eat this during the hot summer months.

Serves 4- 6.

Ingredients

For the dressing

5 tablespoons sugar
2 cups water
½ cup vinegar

For the cucumber salad

3 large cucumbers peeled and thinly sliced
1 clove of garlic, chopped (optional if you prefer a stronger taste)
¼ cup of fresh dill
salt and pepper to taste

Directions

For the dressing, use a small bowl to dissolve the sugar in water. Add vinegar and complete the dissolving. Set aside.

In a large bowl, wash, peel, and thinly slice the cucumbers. Season generously with salt. Let stand for 15 minutes. Pour dressing over the cucumbers until just covered. Add the garlic and dill. Refrigerate for at least an hour or overnight if possible before serving.

Serve chilled.

So you're turning ten?

2009-08-21T22:03:00.004-06:00

Yep,

You don't believe me?

Ha, Ha!

It's really true!

Happy Birthday, ALLY!

'cause Daddy said!

2009-07-17T14:16:00.007-06:00

Ben claims that he had this fun tradition as a kid to play with shaving cream on the lid of the toilet. When my kids asked me if they could play in shaving cream, I didn't see any harm in it.

THIS IS GOING TO BE SO FUUUUUUN!!!!

WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO?

I LET THEM TALK ME INTO THIS?

Not even Hyrum thought it was a good idea by the end.

Little did I know they would give me a really good reason to give the table a good cleaning!

I have to admit that face painting was my idea. Each of the kids had a go at my face. Okay so even I let down my guard sometimes...

Sammie's a pretty good artist don't you think? This is her "bee" turned "butterfly"!

Ben and I may not always agree on what's fun and what's not, but we can always agree that the kids will make the most of it. Fun, in their case, is an understatement!

from the eyes of a child

2009-07-17T14:15:00.002-06:00

I would have never even considered letting "Bubby" (aka. Hyrum) use the camera if we would have still been in the "roll of film" era. But as you can see he's a pro, as pro as most 2 year olds go!

Test of Patience

2009-07-17T14:04:00.003-06:00

I thought my kids tested my patience, but this "new" house thing is getting the better of me. There are still no formidable answers, but we decided to document it anyway. (Notice that the grass is dead. It's taking them--the mortgagers--too long to decide if we are a good fit.)

Here is our DREAM:

Here is how we are feeling NOW:

God Bless the U.S.A.

2009-07-09T23:05:00.004-06:00

AMERICA, a place where you can grow up to be anything you want to be!

AMERICA, a place where anything is possible!

AMERICA, a place where we DON'T have to use hot air balloons to escape!

AMERICA, a place where we can walk hand-in-hand!

AMERICA, a place where justice prevails! (Kayla, what are you doing in there?)

AMERICA, a place where freedoms are celebrated!

AMERICA, a place where dreams are realized!

AMERICA, a place where people from all walks of life and places are welcome!

"AMERICA, we pledge allegiance to thee!"

AMERICA, a place of plenty!

HAPPY

FOURTH
OF JULY

2009

Sammie turns the big 5

2009-06-28T22:11:00.005-06:00

(The Party planners)

So before you know what became of Sammie's birthday party, I felt I had to quote her today saying, "Well, I didn't even get to plan my own birthday party. Everybody else did it for me." I'm not sure what compelled her to say that, but I must disclose that everything we planned (meaning the older kids and I) was agreed to wholeheartedly by yours truly.

Now that you've had the 411, just sit back relax and enjoy...drum roll please...SAMMIE IN WONDERLAND!

Hot teapot, Hot teapot, Who's got the teapot?

If you've got the Hot teapot, you are out!

Sammie and her cake before the tragic attempt

at lighting the candles in a windstorm.

I finally convinced everyone to move inside

where SHE was finally able to blow out her candles.

INCOMING!!!!

You're welcome, Sammie! Have a great year!

"Gampa's Wishing" Trip

2009-06-28T22:08:00.001-06:00

Hyrum can't quite say fish yet, it comes out "wish" instead. Last week's fishing trip was his second time fishing, probably the first he comprehended. I'm not sure, though, if he enjoyed the boating, the fishing or the candy snacks the most.

(Check out the hillsides...GREEEEEEEN. I guess an every-other-day rain storm keeps 'em that way. I'm a little confused this year about what state I live in, cause the weather's acting awfully coastal-like.)

Cousin Tyler enjoyed chillin' in the front seat.

Every now and then we'd hear him snicker about my kids' antics.

I remember waking up early to fish with Dad. He'd drag me out in my pajamas, still sleeping and put me in the camper. Then we'd try to catch fish off the bank for several hours. From what I recall we were very seldom successful. (I hear from reliable sources that this cutie pie is my twin, so feel free to use your imagination.)

As I thought back to those early mornings as a kid, waiting and waiting to catch a "big one", I realized that it's not just about the fishing (though it can be fun at times), but about hanging with family in the mountains, breathing the clear air, watching the brilliant sun rise over the mountain peak throwing glitter on the water...I could probably go on and on.

Thanks, Dad, for taking us fishing then, and now passing the tradition on to my kids!

Isn't it about time?

2009-06-25T20:17:00.004-06:00

NOW...

and FOREVER...

...we are family!

Swimming lessons are always a highlight of our summers. We may get a little chilly doing it at the beginning of the summer, but the kids never lack enthusiasm.

Kayla thinks she's part fish.

Benji and Ally have always been close, just like twins. (I couldn't resist this photograph!)

Orem Summerfest gives us a good excuse to watch a parade and a pretty decent firework show. (They're giving Provo a run for their money I think.)

Last, but not least, my yearly favorite--Daddy and the kids on Father's Day! (Hyrum was napping already, oh well.)

Mothers, Fathers, Daughters, Sons

2009-06-02T16:38:00.006-06:00

I noticed that my blog is a little devoid of pictures. As I looked through my pictures today, I decided that I wanted to share some of my favorites. (Not because the composition of the pictures are great, but because they capture some fond memories.)

Ben running with and encouraging Benji to finish the 3K race.
Hyrum copying his dad. It's cool to have pockets!
Ally and I after the Mother/Daughter Fiesta. Notice Ally's flower creation on the left!
Ben laughing with Mom as she recounts a family memory.
Loving a precious moment with the last of the five snuggle bugs. I'll miss it when they are too big to climb onto my lap.

Waiting, Running, Contemplating

2009-05-20T21:51:00.006-06:00

Have you been waiting long? I haven't been blogging a lot lately. There are no real excuses. Just 'cause.

A summary might be good...ummm...Ally just proudly announced that she finished my book club selection before me. Benji not too proudly admitted that he feels short for his age. (I must qualify that by saying that many of his classmates have extraordinarily tall parents.) Kayla is getting way too excited for her field trip tomorrow. Sammie is speechless since she fell asleep from exhaustion at about 5:30 p.m. (or maybe earlier, I can't remember).

She ran the mini-K race at the elementary school today. Surprisingly she never stopped running to catch her breath or anything. Then towards the end of her race I caught her sprinting to the end in order to beat the boy next to her. (All the kids did great today.) Oh, Kayla said after the mini-K race was over, "Mom, can I do the 3K race now?" Ugh! I barely made it walking and running her race let alone trying out the "real" one.

Hyrum threw a temper tantrum today and even went to his room and "slammed" the door. (I wonder who he learned that from? You know, you really don't have to answer that.) Wow! Big boy has come to the Pack house.

As for me, I must admit that I'm an American Idol fan. BUT after tonight I think I'm done with it. The "if it weren't for that part" showed up in the middle and I'm convinced now that there is NO prime-time t.v. worth watching. Okay so American Idol is the only prime-time show I watch. "Super Why" and "Word World" don't count. Ben, you can say, "I told you so.", T.V. just isn't worth our precious time. I should catch up on my reading anyway.

Now...reflection...Can I tell you how grateful I am for good school and church teachers? I am glad that it is almost summer. I thought I would dread having all my kids home, all day, everyday. This year I'm actually looking forward to it. They are all great helpers and I can't wait to be a part of their summer adventure.

Cheers for a fantastic summer!

Spring has Sprung out of town...

2009-04-15T13:18:00.006-06:00

From the evidence of the snow falling outside my window, you wouldn't think that we celebrated Easter just four days ago. In case you need a reminder, here is the evidence:

We are going on thirteen years this month. What an exciting ride it's been!

Mini-Ben (Hyrum) sporting his Easter duds.

"Ehk?" Yep, Hyrum, that's an egg alright. The pink is a little misleading.

Who says you can't have an Easter egg hunt when it's raining? We cheated and hid the eggs around the house.

I'm not the best photographer but all of what I lack is made up for in the cuteness of the child.

HAPPY SPRING!!

What do Real Estate & Singing have in common?

2009-04-15T13:06:00.002-06:00

I can't seem to get into real estate topics like my husband would like me to. Topics relating to money figures and crunching can be such a bore to me. Is it any different if I started talking about a topic I'm interested in, but he's not? I think that a conversation about keys, notation, technic and other aspects of singing might bore him as well. Married individuals somehow have to find a balance in each others interests, while still letting each other "fly". I guess I'm just not sure how. How do two people "fly" together?

Reminiscence

2009-04-02T22:32:00.002-06:00

A neighbor friend of mine wanted to know where the best places are to visit in or around Prague.

Charles Bridge in Prague

It has thrown me into reminiscing about my LDS mission to the Czech Republic. I have been surprised at the mix of emotions I get from it. I love the land and people, but there is a certain sadness that has come from losing contact with the majority of those I came to know well. I can't wait for the day I'll be able to return. I may be reacquainted with old friends, and even make new friends. No matter what happens, however, the Czech Republic will always occupy a special place in my heart.

It's 1:25 a.m., I'm tired...

2009-03-25T01:26:00.003-06:00

I guess you'll remember my angel, Hyrum. Just one question? What are angels doing up from 11:30 p.m.+? I thought we'd train him to stay in bed tonight, so when he woke up at 11:30 p.m. I explained to him that I would rock him, put him back to bed and then go to bed myself. Well, I rocked him for 15 minutes, put him back in bed and for the next hour listened to him whine "Mommy! Daddy!" Since I couldn't sleep, I got up to do some FamilySearch Indexing. (Note: He has only gotten out of bed by himself once.) The next thing I know Hyrum is walking into the kitchen. I ignore him in a matter-of-fact, not-supposed-to-get-any-attention fashion. He proceeds to get some cups out of the drawer. Then he climbs up on the stool, then to the stove and (under my inconspicuous supervision) finds out how to turn on the stove light and oven light. He also discovers how the toaster "may" work. I get him down as he is getting too close to falling. Now he is pulling on my sleeve..."hum, I wonder what's under this." Oh, and now he has a plate. Could this be a request for a midnight snack?

Okay now my head is getting a pain. It's trying to coax me to go back to bed. Hyrum also tripped in his delirium. I think it's time to try going to bed, what do you think? Wish me luck!

Spelling Bees CAN sting

2009-03-04T14:41:00.010-07:00

Two weeks ago I completed my duties as spelling bee chairman at my children’s elementary school. I think the wounds from being "stung" are finally gone, so I thought I'd send you a bit of advice. Don't shake a hive that's full of bees!

I didn't think the spelling bee would be too time consuming or stressful...what?...distribute a couple of lists, organize the pre- and final spelling bees...how hard could it be. It ended up more stressful and painful than I ever expected. Volunteer work shouldn't be this painful, right?

The cause of my pain and stress came from shaking up the past years' format. Normally I wouldn't have changed things, but I wasn't satisfied by some experiences that I had from past spelling bees. Now that the spelling bee was "mine", I wanted to facilitate some change. Once the changes became obvious, that's when I started to get stung. I soon learned that shaking the hive can be quite painful. I was too stubborn to give up, so I forged ahead despite differing opinions.

I figured that Scripp's National Spelling Bee knew what they were doing, so I decided to use their format. Instead of a school-wide written pretest, we'd do classroom bees (leaving this task in the hands of the teachers and a fun activity for all the school's students). The study lists would come prepared (no extra work or reinventing the "wheel" needed). And the final spelling bee would utilize the national spelling bee's guide (again, no extra work, it is already done for you).

Once the new plan was approved by the principal and PTA, I was good to go. It fulfilled my objective--involve every student by helping them expand their vocabulary in a fun, interactive way. I learned from a few bumps (of my own making) in the road, but this new format took shape and it seemed like the best one.

By the end I felt the spelling bee was successful. The parents of the winner were pleased by the length and fairness of the bee. I got some negative feedback as well (that could have waited). And you know, I think I prefer the positive feedback. As you can imagine, I slept like a baby that night.

Next time (if there is a next time), I'll be a little more aware of how I'll except and digest feedback and criticism. In the meantime I'll have to grow some thicker skin. I also hope that with the next opportunity I'll be allowed to do some free flying.

Temporal lesson learned:

No matter how others choose to implement their ideas, we should respect them and exercise patience and faith in each other, and then trust that that person will do his/her best.

Spiritual lesson learned:

Gentle guidance and leadership will help a person to see what lies ahead of them and how to apply their agency wisely. It's never forced.

25 Random Thoughts

2009-01-30T09:17:00.003-07:00

1. I love the smell and taste of homemade bread hot out of the oven. I smother it in butter and honey or my favorite homemade raspberry jam.

2. I love to rest my face on the top of a baby's head and let their angelic hair tickle my nose.

3. I can't believe I have already started to feel my age, especially in my right knee.

4. Another sign of getting older is when your oldest son moves from cub scouts to boy scouts.

5. I appreciate two cars that run, because right now I would be out and about instead of writing this blog.

6. iMacs are the best! Brothers who sell used ones to little sisters are even better!

7. My second to youngest child is my twin and is a sucker for back tickles just like me.

8. A "love of money is the root of all evil"...maybe that's why I hate it so much.

9. Luckily, it doesn't kill anyone to wear only one pair of pants.

10. My biggest fear is that I'll be the only one left after all those I love have gone to the "castle in the sky."

11. We are all in the same boat, we just move through different waters--tumultuous or calm, murky or clear, shark infested or not--sometimes by choice and other times so we will have the chance to learn how to navigate better.

12. I dream of performing with the Mormon Tabernacle Choir.

13. I sometimes think that I should have been born in Mexico, cause I can't get enough Mexican food.

14. Christmas is still the best day of the year, even if you all forget to celebrate my birthday.

15. I love children's honesty until they start remembering all of my bad days.

16. I want to try out and be chosen for a part in a musical production on stage.

17. I thrive in a clean and organized house. Then why do I hate to do the laundry?

18. I'm glad I can speak Czech with my husband so the kids can't understand what I'm saying.

19. I wish I could read faster and with more comprehension so I could devour books more quickly.

20. It should be a law that everyone spells their names logically and with legible handwriting so genealogists don't have to guess so much. Oh, and tell me, how do children of same-gender marriages do genealogy?

21. There are days that I can't believe I landed the husband I got. He is the epitome of patience since being married to me requires lots of patience.

22. I write too many run-on sentences.

23. I can't wait to go back to the Czech Republic so I can dip rohliks in yogurt.

24. My second biggest fear is that my husband will lose his job again.

25. Miracle of miracles! You made it to the end!

Getting out of the smog, super...going ice fishing, okay...

2009-01-28T15:23:00.004-07:00

...whipping around on sleds and being with family, AWESOME!

BENJI TURNS 11

2009-01-28T13:57:00.003-07:00

Yep! Benji turned 11 and got the friend party he has always wanted. It wasn't easy in coming though.

Background: Since friend parties haven't necessarily been my cup of tea, I've told my kids that they can have a party if they plan and help carry-out the activities. They can hire me as the chef, baker and main supporter.

Well, Benji made it through most of the planning stage, but forgot the most important part--inviting the guests. Tuesday I asked if he had it all done and he said no. "Well, if no one's been invited then I guess we won't be able to do it," I replied. He was crushed. Darn those natural consequences!

Natural or not, being the mom, I felt like maybe I'd been too hard on him and decided to make it up to him by throwing a surprise birthday party. I set the date, called all the moms, and everyone came and helped make it a fun time. I'm pretty sure Benji was surprised though his expression didn't reveal much.

We also tried a new thing (did this for Ally's birthday last year too) for gift giving. Instead of everyone bringing a gift for Benji, I asked everyone to bring a gift valued $5.00 or less. It could be something gently used or new. Then at the party each kid chooses a gift out of the middle, and everyone opens their gifts at the same time. They are then given one chance to trade it for something else. (I start the exchange with the person sitting next to the birthday person, so that the birthday person is the last one given the chance to trade.) It works great! The birthday person doesn't end up with more stuff (he/she doesn't usually need) and everyone goes home with a "party favor". At Benji's party someone liked what they brought the best so that's what they went home with. (There are no rules about going home with your own gift.)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BENJI!

Snow play

2009-01-17T21:05:00.006-07:00

Taking advantage of all the beautiful snow (at the beginning of January), we ventured out for a little sledding. We quickly discovered that Sammie has no fear of speed. She took to the hill like it was her best friend! She made it to the bottom in a flash.

Getting back up the hill wasn't an easy task though...the windy conditions didn't help either.

Bundled "Bubby" and his daddy.

It was big-fun for everyone!

Watch out! The Pack train is a-comin'!

A few days later...

Eatin',

chillin', and...

...squealin'!

The best snow on earth!

Christmas 2008 in Review

2009-01-17T20:22:00.006-07:00

The kids and their loot! Need I say more...

(If you're wondering if that is a duster behind Benji, it is! Santa knows how important housework can be!)

2009-01-13T09:57:00.002-07:00

In response to my last blog I was sent a link of Glenn Beck talking with Richard Eyre about Eyre's new book, The Three Deceivers: How Today's Obsessions with Control, Ownership and Independence are ruining the quality of our lives. I've included an excerpt (Eyre is speaking):

It's what we do in America. We control things. We own things and we become independent. They are like icons. They are like things we worship. And frankly, Glenn, they're great economic principles. I wouldn't argue with them for a minute. But we carry them over and make them spiritual principles. We measure ourselves by how much we own. We measure ourselves by how much we control. We get frustrated when we can't control things, even when we're talking about our own kids. We think we own our kids. We should control them, we should control the people around us, we shouldn't need anyone. And what we end up [with] is we get more isolated, we get more lonely, we get more frustrated and we get more jealous because there's always someone that owns more than we do and controls more than we do and so, you know, they all lead us away.

...these are three powerful economic principles; let's keep them forever. Let's never give up on them for our economy and for our private personal economies, but let's not carry them over to where they become our spiritual paradigms because they all lead us away from humility, they lead us away from a dependence on God, they lead us away from kind of a wonderful serendipity adventuresome kind of a life where we say, you know, I don't want to control everything; I want to just respond correctly to the things that surprise me every single day.

Wow, an ah-ah moment! So I don't need to feel in control of everything and everyone. I just need to respond correctly to those things that are out of my control. Eyre continues:

I mean, I'm a Harvard business school guy. I had a professor there, my favorite professor, guy named Livingstone who had a mantra. He would walk into class every day and he would say, "Never be surprised. If you are ever surprised, it is because you failed to exercise sufficient contingency planning. You must be proactive. You must always act and never react." You get the idea.

That's the ticket..."Always act and never react." I waste so much energy reacting that I have very little time for acting. Hmmmm....

I Survived the Holidays, Surviving Life...not so easy

2009-01-05T12:25:00.009-07:00

I kept my holiday expectations on the back burner and just tried to enjoy things. This year I didn't hand out the usual plates of goodies. It just wasn't in me. If stress takes over, the "meaning for the season" walks right out the door. Simplifying to the basics is sometimes essential to keeping the true Christmas spirit alive.

I did find time to organize and clean up a few things while the kids were out of school. (Thanks to a husband and kids who are really good at sharing the load. A little too good, because now I'm going through withdrawals.) Ally FINALLY joined Benji in the basement. She is very content with having her own room--princess domain--whichever you'd like to call it. Since Kayla's room had a vacancy, Sammie is now Kayla's roommate. At first it seemed that it wasn't fair if Ally got to move, but then when Kayla got personal reign over the armoire, things got better. If it's possible to feel "bigger" moving things around then everyone is feeling SO BIG. Our house even seemed to get bigger. The basement is no longer Benji's and the monsters' zone...Ally has made it more comfortable to be down there. I guess she doesn't count as a monster.

The last week or so I've felt a back log of stresses revealing themselves and all of sudden I'm overwhelmed. I'm trying to get back into the swing of things and it becomes apparent that trying to take care of myself AND everyone else is a full-time, and sometimes, overtime job. Part-time I could live with, but this "normal" life stuff isn't turning out quite so normal. It's been said that "if Mommy isn't happy, nobody is happy."

So why am I babbling so? Isn't talking to yourself a sort of therapy? No really, it is good for me to "blog" it out.

One last thing that came to me this morning...I've been thinking about how I tend to go into "me" mode when I'm stressed in order to cope with life better. But I realized that taking better care of myself doesn't mean I have to become selfish. Maybe I just need to respect my personal limits more, while still trying to be the best me. Becoming selfish leads to pride, service and thinking outside yourself leads to humility.